Killing Me Inside
I used to really believe,
That love hurt the most,
But the pain I feel everyday,
Love doesn't even come close,
Cause now being alone is my deal,
Not talking about needing a female,
I'm doing just fine without all that,
This is what's weighing on my scale,
Talking about this kills me inside,
The pain as I pick up my phone,
Search to find my Dad's number,
But all I get is a busy dial tone,
Or maybe wanting to meet up,
With my brothers at the bar,
But since they aren't here either,
There's no use in going to my car,
I wish I could just snap my fingers,
And have them all flying so free,
I know that will never happen and,
This is still so hard for me,
I don't want to be alone anymore,
I'm feel stuck in a deep dark whole,
I know love can always be replaced but,
Losing my family is draining my soul!!
Copyright © Justin Raney | Year Posted 2018
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