Keeping My Strength

It's difficult to say, what it's like to be me. I'm not the hyper girl, but I'm not the shy girl either, I'm just me. I have my weaknesses, a lot of times, my out of no where moodiness, but no matter what, I maintain my strength. I hide what's going on in my mind, and what's going on in my heart, however i'm the most honest person, anyone will ever meet. I sometimes keep secrets, but doesn't everyone, or is it just me? I've had to say good-bye, to family members, to friends, because God called them home, but I still maintained my strength. I've sat in my room, crying at night, because no one understood, what i was going through. Though, even if I'm having a bad day, I'll still be, maintaining my strength.