Just Thoughts. 12-30-09

to sit here. and watch the movement of your hands gracing the neck of your guitar. to see the every smile i bring to your face. and hear the music you create. i lay on my bed, your camera is on, so that i can see your face, and each smile i create. when we have serious discussions, about the things in my past, and how i am still affected, we turn the camera off. Who knows why that is, perhaps we only want to see the joy we create together, and not the hurt. I find that the smiles you cause are the only real ones, and you tell me, that you smile alot because of me. Making me happy makes you happy, and i know i can believe you.