Just Maybe (Rape)

Just Maybe

You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
What he did to me….
Well maybe, just maybe
I didn’t want to relive the pain and misery….

You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
How he held me down….
Well maybe, just maybe
I didn’t want to remember the feeling of the cold hard ground…..

You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
How he put his hands on my breast…
Well maybe, just maybe
I didn’t want to remember that feeling of helplessness….

You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
How he violated my soul….
Well maybe, just maybe
I didn’t want to remember how he forcefully took control….

You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
How he kicked me aside….
Well maybe, just maybe
I felt like I wanted to run away and hide…..

You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
Why my heart felt black and cold…
Well maybe, just maybe
I was afraid of what would happen if I ever told

You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
So others won’t feel the same….
Well maybe, just maybe
I didn’t want to relive the horror and feel that unbearable shame…

You asked why I didn’t tell anyone
 And why I didn’t say a word…..
Well maybe, just maybe
I did, but nobody heard…..

You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
That I need help to get through the horrible pain….
Well maybe, just maybe
The scars were too deep and still remain…..

You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
You ask why I didn’t tell anyone
Well maybe, just maybe
Well maybe, just maybe
Well maybe, just maybe
I will………..


Please find the strength to tell.
You are not alone.
National Sexual Assault Hotline
1.800.656.HOPE (4673)

Copyright © | Year Posted 2009



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Date: 1/31/2010 1:53:00 PM
Each time I read about this experience, my heart breaks. I am truy sorry you went through this trauma and couldn't tell. I understand it well. Peace and love, Audrey
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Date: 11/21/2009 10:53:00 AM
I'm so sorry for your experience. I wish there was something that I could do. I'm a peaceful and loving man by nature, yet now I feel like killing the one who did this to you. You're a very brave woman exposing your soul so courageously the way that you did. May the rest of your life be full of happiness and joy is the wish to you that I bid. - A very powerful and moving piece Jodie. Best Wishes Always, Bill
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Date: 11/21/2009 5:22:00 AM
That is a horrible experience for anyone that has lived through it and even worse for those who were killed by the hands of the one who raped them. There needs to be more education in this area because knowledge helps to prevent this from happening and also helps people to be on the lookout for those that have the potential for this crime. Keep the creative pen flowing. Sara
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Date: 11/19/2009 1:17:00 PM
oh god..this poem..it rips my heart wide open. thank you for taking the time to write such a magnificent, insightful, honest, breathtaking poem. this hits me like a ton of bricks to the heart. thank you for your courage and your strength. you are amazing =)
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Date: 11/15/2009 8:03:00 AM
Jodie.. magnificent poem.. a very important subject and the helpless feeling women experience being treated like the instigator rather than the victim... healing will begin once penned and the experience shared... blessings to u if u suffered this ordeal... prayers to u this Sunday ... wonderful write on a hidden subject .... thankxxx for the info on the hotline ... most important and thankxxx for the bravery it took to inform the Soup.... luv ... Linda-Marie, P.E.P.S. "Sweetheart"
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