Just Friends

I want to be more than just friends. On you, my life depends. I feel hollow, empty inside. It would be better if I had died. I'm thinking of you when I should be working or sleeping. For you, I would do anything. I would give everything for you to look at me The way you look at her; that would make me so happy. Ever since you left, I've been blue. Everything I see reminds me of you. There is an emptiness where my heart used to be. I just wish that you could see. You don't know how I feel, But maybe someday you will. I'm too shy to let you know. So like a fool, I have to let you go. I love looking into your eyes of blue, But it hurts so much, that's also true. Because the one you're looking at is not me, And it never will be. I want to dance real close to you. I want to know every inch of you. Everything is so messed up and makes no sense. My mind is numb, how can I be this dense? I could never get a guy like you, No matter what I do. Is it bad to want you this much? To long for your touch? I feel like I'm drowning, I can't catch my breath. The only release would have to be death. It kills me that I may never see you again. Thinking of you is wonderful but also causes me pain. I know we will never be together, it's not in the cards. My life is a window, broken in shards. Who will restore the pieces and make me complete? Who will sweep me off my feet? I need you to be my knight in shining armor. This love is worth fighting for. I want you to be mine, I want to be yours. Leave nothing behind closed doors. I want to give myself to you, Forever I would be true. If only we could make amends, And go beyond being just friends.