Just Fatality

In coalesce, do I live no more My mind is no longer mine to claim As its owner, you are now Denying me of every thought Other than, that of you To regain control, is not mine to choose Refute it, I had often Though my acknowledgement was visible, always For the truth, can hurt much But a shadow, can ease the pain Until a light, is shone bright And its hide, is brought to an end At your behest, is my sorrow not My emotions, are beckoned by my own For deserving, do I believe myself to be A coward, do I see myself only As much you did, when my depart you learnt Though your eyes I can look no more, through my returns disdain Redeem, I wish I could The respect, I earned from you Though what is lost, can be returned Through no poem As words are easy to ink But spoken are they only, in my imprisoning thoughts of you To falter your being, I attempted to persuade But dissuaded my mind maintains Your qualities, it absorbs by day Asking for any and all requests, you may bequest Considering not, the suffering it shall cause As a just fatality, I become