Just Crazy

Before you: I walked around in a haze never wanted to show my face didn't think I'd ever find someone to heal the damage some people had done And then: you came along out of nowhere showed me how to hold my head up high like I could fly and touch the sky with you I liked the person I became we had started more than just a flame you taught me to love so effortlessly seemed like we were meant to be we never saw the end in sight damn the horizons we wanted to expand that night After you: I thought Id moved on and was being strong stepping aside so you could be happy I always wanted that for you above everything so we'd made our choices and went our own way I just didn't know that one day you had always had my heart even though being away from you still tears it apart and that finding someone new would never change the love we had just turned a page and whenever we saw each other it set the stage for our feelings to start the show guess I can't just let go And now: I try to explain to everyone how I still feel about you and why but then I start to cry because I can't even explain it fully to myself the pain, guilt, and regrets I have of not letting you know long ago my true feelings, but I swear back then I didn't know what I was feeling inside now it's like my life has capsized to young to really understand so I to was running scared and believed I didn't deserve to have you care so I walked away biggest mistake I've ever made I know for sure without a doubt I'm still in love with you in which ZI see no way out see to me true love is never in disguise and it don't tell lies so when you looked deep into my eyes did you realize you were in love with me to is this when it scared you I believe what we had was true so is what I'm saying real for you or am I just crazy I'm so damn tire now but I rarely sleep in the night hoping for the chance to once again make it right won't ever forget you because you changed me so much I long for your touch can't stop thinking of you in every way every second of every day I can't do like years before and tuck your memory safely away I know now that the time is due for me to say how much I'm still in love with you wonder if you feel it to or am I just crazy