Just As the World Is Re----Turning
insolate myself from everyone
i dont want to breath
my soul hurting
im cleaving at invisible walls
has he hit my bi-polar switch?
did it decide to toucher me again on its own
twitching my feet
my hearts unsteady beat
trying not to hyper-ventaliate
with my anxiety and no antidote
i cant find his lips
his kiss stolen away from me
. . . but for one night i stole him from the world. . .
he barely talks to me now
. . .[but still his flashing, heart catching smile]
he wont risk their fallout
my girls lie - and say he feels it too
my soul hurting like explosives
my eyes not crying cause its so cold
did karma kiss me with its poisen
off the subject - my disorders arent his fault
but i want him so much and i cant
my hearts unsteady beat
i need to calm my anxiety
i think i need to bleed - but bad habits are adictions
i dont want returning
just as this world is turning . . .
Copyright © Jay Loveless | Year Posted 2009
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