~just Another Bad Dream~

I could call,Somehow i can’t find a word to say,I ponder on him not liking me this way, I choke on my spit,Making myself feel like an idiot, I question the one word with four letters (Love), Thinking have I experienced this?, Does this guy even relizes that i exists,Aksing god if anything will get better, Though Nothing does, I’m having severly bad waether, Help me!! I can’t stand this, I’m on the verge of screaming out loud, Hateful words so everyone can hear that’s around, All i feel is the pounding in my heart and my body going numb, I’m somebody different, What have I become?, Wake me up!!, Before I cry,This is just another bad dream i’m having tonight.