Just a Thought

The night is questionable, perhaps I am Why don't it all go away for tonight to stay? I have exhausting hours without the end I have words without a voice to say Because I want to travel tonight I want it all to go and come away somehow I want to be the center of light I want to be here for tomorrow's yesterday now I need to be clear that I'm unclear I need to see what my eyes wouldn't otherwise I need to be younger than a peer I need a concealable truth in an inconceivable lie I want to be free when I'm bounded I want to be sound amongst the impounded I want to hear music without movie I want to watch movies and never be I want to love without feelings I want to be full without eating I want to taste without biting down I want to enjoy silence with a sound I want to say things without being heard I want to know things and be a nerd I want to let go by pulling strong I want to be alive without being born I want to think without thoughts I don't want to commit but I want to be caught I want to tell you yes when you say no I am hot when I am freaking cold I want to fall down when standing tall I want to ignore my loving mother's phone call I want to be upset when I'm genuinely happy I want a dysfunctional, disloyal, disapproval memory I want to be impeccable to screw everyone up I want to be incapable to be brimming proud I want to die in all manner of disgrace I want to be distinguished as a man without taste I want to tell the world that I exist And for everyone to be like me... they can only wish I just want to say Why do you want to be what you can only be? Do you think a correct path is okay? Do you think an incorrect path is a fated story? I'm questioning the night now... I am Because its dusk in my dawning relay I am exhausting a helpless mind to an end If I forget tonight's tomorrow, can I remember tomorrow's yesterday now so as to forget tonight's tomorrow for tomorrow's yesterday.