Just a Poem

most people would say, how foolish it is to be gay. one smiles all the time its not like one can’t plainly see, the pain and hurt they hide inside while smiling so carefree. but my friend I smile not to hide I smile out of pride. I love thee. when I lay my head down at night I suddenly am over come with fright. fear that I might loose you, but I think wait where would u go? if this is so true that u must leave me one day it would not be willingly for you have told me so. my heart is racing now fast and furiously, uncertain of the heart ache and pain I scream your name in vain! I scream not knowing if this love is true I scream because I can not kiss you I then stop dead in my tracks I stare into the darkness and THERE! I see your soft smile and gentle eyes looking at me with that promise you will not compromise our love is not something you can throw away and you are here to stay most do not see do not see the change you have made in me. but my friend you have made this miraculous change a change I want to stay. one of hope and dreams that soar high above my head I love thee oh how I love thee with ever lasting soul.