Just a Feeling

I’m not dumb I’m not unaware I am numb I don’t care I don’t want company I’m lonely on the contrary phone me I’m not black and white I’m space and snow I’m low at a height No place to go All or nothing I’m all nothing It’s awful knowing I’m all unknowing Do or do not make sense understand the sentence am I suspense or dense what’s the difference This sums up how I feel everyday I’m alive dumb with no skill very far from alive