Just a Dream

I close my eyes, and I think where did you go? I open and all I see is thick white snow. I’m cold and can’t breathe, until you walk over and you hold me. You make me warm. You make me feel fine. I want this moment to last till the end of time. You smile down at me, and say 'I love you'. All I do is stand there and hold you. I look back up straight into your eyes, and say 'I wanna be with you for the rest of my life'. You promised me you would never leave. Danny why did you lie to me? I miss you. You need to be here. We still have so much more to share. You don't answer me. You just stand there and stare. I turn around and say 'this really isn't fair'. Ever since you left all I wanna do is cry. Why did you do it? Why did you choose to die? You still just stand there as I watch cold tears build up in your eyes. Then you fall to your knees and start an uncontrollable cry. I sit down next to you and lift up your head. You looked straight at me and you said. 'Im sorry I never meant for you to feel this way. I just couldn't stay in this horrible place'. 'It was getting too hard. I couldn't deal with this pain'. Then over us it starts to gently rain. Don't leave me Danny. You haven't told me why. If you just told me I could have saved your life. Now I’m stuck with your unfinished pain. I have enough to deal with. Don't you get it 'life isn't a game'. You slowly start to get to your feet. As it starts to snow you cover me with a thin white sheet. You say 'Please you need to try and understand'. You need to realize this was never planned. ”I love you and I’m thankful we were good mates. I can understand you’re filled with so much anger and hate” “But hang in there. I believe in you. You have so much to give this world, you truly do”. You then say 'I’m sorry I have to leave'. I yell; 'No Danny please don't leave me' PLEASE! Then my eyes open, I’m lying in my bed. Did all that really happen? Or was it all just in my head? Did you really come and say goodbye? Or was it just me making up an unfinished lie? It felt so real. Well that's how it seemed. Danny did you really come and see me or was it just a dream?