Jumbled

JUMBLED Pointless thoughts not implemented appear off and on in strain disturbing idle brain in hazard haphazard manner. Sometimes to lament, sometimes to repent, sometimes to ignite anger, reflexing complexity of perplexed mind. All those scattered suffused thoughts sprouting from failure, shock or betrayal get crumpled, corrupt, not assembled entangled, coiled turning surreal, fumbling voice of confused heart. Puzzled bewildered mind ponders to ruminate unfulfilled ambitions grumbling in vain. wishing to let those release! Trying to be relieved from nonsenses. Peculiar unthinkable happenstances coming with dreams in streams under chaotic commotion. All just juxtaposed drifting on junk clearance through nightmare. May be Freudian slip of unintentional subconscious mind through suffocated smothered feelings. All fuels are .exhausted struggling throughout life. In the last phase no need to re arrange ! Even achievements and success in jumble going to junk. 03/04/2023l Writing Challenge - " J" Forms Third Place Contest by Constance La France