Judus

A simple walk in a garden of vines, I bush them out of my way
In the distance I see a man, he is old but not to be judged  by the sin’s of betrayal,
As I near to him he speaks of life and all it’s temptations  and that he has tasted the 
bitter
Sweet taste of sin and the desires of the flesh.

I ask him why I’m here but receive no answer, just a look of confusion and a glance so 
cold it seems as though he is looking right through me, as he walks away I try to grab his 
shoulder but my hand sinks  through his skin, I close my eyes in disbelief and when I 
open them I’m standing in a hot desert wind among 40 thousand copies of myself.

They slave away trying to survive but one by one I watch them perish in the brittle desert 
sand until I am left alone standing on a hill, I turn to walk away, but I am met by the 
sinister eyes of a trickster, knowing not what to do or say I just stand in silence as he 
talks about my life and how I walk an determined path into a realm of darkness.

He turns to me and smiles a gentle smile, I feel no pain or fear as I gaze into his eyes, 
just a feeling of falling, then when I land I’m in front of a door, I walk through an see a 
child, as he looks up at me from the floor I feel a presence of peace but a comfort of 
darkness in my heart, I know the child but am unable to worn him of the betrayals he will 
face throughout life.

I stand and watch him grow into a man, I watch him cry, laugh, I stand over him as he 
lies in a hospital bed fighting for his life, and then when he asks me for answers I look him 
in the eyes and lie.

I know I have betrayed myself one more time.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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August 15, 2009 at 9:32 AM
I missed some of the excellent poetry written and posted here yesterday Ivan. I am enjoying reading them this morning. Thank you for sharing yours. Love, Carol
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