Judas

It was not the curse that made him leave,
but the silence in the eyes of the Beloved.
There, in the moment when the wine turned too red,
and the bread lost the taste of forgiveness,
Judas understood that God
cannot be bought

but can be sold.

Thirty pieces of silver,
heavy as a mother’s silence after her son’s death,
cold as the hand that no longer reaches out
when you collapse
under the weight of choice.

He was not evil,
only too human
to forgive the light
that asked for nothing.

He kissed Him not like a friend,
but like a wound
that could not be spoken.
That kiss was not betrayal,
but a desperate attempt
to stop Him
from becoming more than what a heart of flesh can grasp.

And perhaps he never meant to lose Him,
only to make Him remain man
a little longer,
one more miracle,
one more night without a cross.

But God does not negotiate
with fear,
nor with love shattered in the corner of a left eye.
He walks all the way to the end,
even when Judas weeps
in the tree where fruit no longer grows,
only questions.

And between good and evil,
Judas was the bridge,
burned at both ends,
so that we
could cross
without falling.
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Daniels Avatar
February 13, 2026 at 12:53 AM
Dear Florin : This is an outstanding piece of writing. The insight portrayed is far beyond your years. I’m amazed at your wisdom at such a young age & your ability to articulate your insight poetically. Salute. I’m very happy that the Soup Team decided to include it in its anthology. As you embodied as part of the Gen Z contingency, I have no doubt in my mind that you are here to teach that Consciousness lives through Dark and Light. Judas had a very specific role, given by God, in the story to make humanity understand that everyone contains everything, via duality ~ since it is only via duality that we can move back into the bosom of Unity. Blessings, Young One : take care., Ghairo. ( I’m was just wondering why you are listed as a Dutch Poet, when Holland is not the country in which you were born. If I may ask, are you now a Dutch citizen ? )
Lacatus Avatar
February 13, 2026 at 6:25 PM
Thank you so much for such kind words! I am not sure why they listed me as Dutch, I live in The Netherlands for over 5 years but I haven’t changed or applied for Dutch citizenship.
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June 30, 2025 at 3:28 PM
https://www.poetrysoup.com/article/study_the_necessity_of_poets_like_florin_lacatus_and_the_quiet_logic_of_the_nobel-5229 My articlde about your poem
Daniels Avatar
February 13, 2026 at 12:56 AM
Hi Arnout, I’m trying to find this article. Doesn’t work when I tap this link.
Lacatus Avatar
July 1, 2025 at 8:42 PM
I am so deeply grateful for such kind words! Thank you so much!
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