Job

I love to get a job in year 2010. I looked every newspaper in my way that I could get the news about money paying job that looks like a good thing. Hope was all I had so I kept looking. But I am getting hopeless not finding any thing. I am feeling scared that I am living in day light, but it looks like a bad dream. It sounds sad, I feel like breaking into tears. Sharing makes me feel better, which is a real feeling. But how can I give up ? When some thing says wait for the bad times to end. Also it says it will be a lesson that will make me stronger because I lived. Smarter because that I learned. And proud of how tough I am made.