James

I am sorry that I'm here again, God! William, how did you do it? Is it narcissistic, to want to leave? You're like a Charles Peirce to me. How did you get through the year? "If he could do it, so can I." I tell myself when I get scared. But I can't do this anymore. I'm not trying, you say? I'm tired, it's not worth it. I'm losing, like, everyday- Will I call this a win? Will, trust me- I really want to stay, I really want to stay! It's winter solstice now, time's almost up, Till Thanatos comes and takes me away. Hey Macaria, can we reschedule? Is it narcissistic, to want to live? I think I'll stay till it ends.