It's Time

It's time to be quiet now. Allow God to guide my path To wait patiently and listen even harder. It's time 'I let go' and Trust God. Today, I will breathe and try not to die. I will try to smile and not feel guilty. Today I did not think of you for a whole 10 minutes When I realized I broke down and cried. I am scared I will forget you, your voice and laughter too. Today my son my heart still hurts as much as the day I got the news about your death. I'm afraid this pain won't ever Stop! I'm thankful your not hurting and your happy everyday. Sitting with God and singing with the angels there. I know we will meet again but right now it seems like I can't go on hearing your beautiful laughter one more day. I love you Jason Lee Clark. Love you forever, Just from Mom?