It's Better Than Nothing

_Better than
nothing_


 I live somewhere,
it's not home

It's just a place to
be

I suppose I should
be grateful

I'm not on the
streets

It isn't special

But it's better than
nothing.


I go to a place in
the mornings

And eat beans on
toast

Bread from
Sainsbury's

That they couldn't
sell

It's not my choice

But it's better than
nothing.


They give me clothes

I can get a shower

Use the phone, talk
to people

They aren't my
friends

Just other people
who go there

But it's better than
nothing


I'm on Benefits. 
JSA

I've been inside

I won't get a job

But I pretend to
look

So I won't get my
money stopped

The money is a joke

But it's better than
nothing.


I've got a kid,
don't see him

His mum's a *****

We split up

I've got a new
partner, she's a
pain

I don't love her

But it's better than
nothing.


I drink a bit, but
don't take drugs

I'm not a junkie

I'm better than that

I drink this cider

It's never seen the
inside of an apple

But it's better than
nothing.


I'm not happy

But I like the
footie, I used to
play

But it didn't work
out

I didn't fit in

I only watch it on
T.V. now.

But it's better than
nothing.


Why do I keep going?

Something won't let
me stop

I duck and dive

Watch my back

I wouldn't call it
life

But it's better than
nothing


I'm not special,
no-one cares

My Dad left, my Mum
died

I don't see my
family

They don't like me

I have
acquaintances, not
friends

But it's better than
nothing.
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Scott Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 12:55 AM
Very deep hope you well not see n you since way before pandemic
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July 23, 2014 at 8:01 PM
Hi Barney, this is such an excellent write - Bravo! Welcome to PoetrySoup!
Allison Avatar
July 22, 2014 at 10:06 AM
Gosh a very powerful yet sad write. Hugs jan xx
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July 21, 2014 at 10:16 PM
Barney,, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you enjoy the community, as I did when I first join, March 2010. You'll find many friendly poets, who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I want to be the first to invite you on over, to the contest page. I OFFER MY CONTEST, in hopes it inspires you to write another poem. I'm looking forward to following you and your poetry ha-ha a special pair:) here's the link to the contest page. http://www.poetrysoup.com/poetry_contests/ <---~Take Care!! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@
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July 21, 2014 at 8:50 PM
Welcome to Poetry Soup, Barney. I am glad you discovered this nice community of writers and hope you enjoy the site. Read the work of other poet's and comment if you find something you like; many poets will return the favor. Over time you will get to "know" some of us. You are welcome to visit my page anytime. Enjoy!
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July 21, 2014 at 4:55 PM
Thank you for sharing :)
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July 21, 2014 at 10:20 AM
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