It's Because of You That I exist Today

" IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU THAT I EXIST TODAY" Tormenting pain of wounded broken heart, Kept haunting me down, were all shadows of my past. Extreme agony & sorrow had been killing me quietly.. I've been wishing to end them all, So at last! I could truly be free! Perhaps more sticks of cigarettes, Or some bottles of wine can bring me to death, Easily & slowly everyday... Staring upon the ceiling, right through my window, down to the floor, I see... Then my door opens wide and closes whenever I want it to be. Each tick of the clock and printed dates on a calendar for each and everyday.. Everything seems to be telling me this wonderful thing; "Please..Don't ever give up... It's because of you that I exist today." Weeds and plants outside my home Live and grow without my care.. The sun keeps shining everyday for me which never fails.. The same is true with the moonlight by the horizon, Or the growing noise of the raindrops falling.. The fresh and soothing air Can't hide the truth that keeps on telling me.. " Cheer up!!!..Don't you know? It's because of you that we exist today." Looking at myself, my hands and feet, holding them gratefully.. Despite all odds & tough days they've been faithfully serving me.. Neither one of them had failed Nor a single beat of my heart has ever said, It is done! and it's giving up on me! Oh! What life could've been for me? When they fail to do one thing As I do with myself today! When I look beyond my eyes I can see around me.. All things therein have been crying out so loud & clear, I see! " That I should never give up! For it's because of ME that they exist today!" If every breath I take each moment, Is here in this world for free And the Sun keeps shining everyday For you & me... All things I dream to have Must've been waiting so long to get to me. Never again! would I ever complain except saying "THANK YOU" everyday! For everything that ever exists today, Are in MY world because of me. Each smile I give you everyday when I pass you by.. Sweet hugs or kisses Respect and kindness with all sincerity, I can give them all to you now, for free! For today, I've realized... I LOVE YOU...is no longer hard to say... So please believe me if I say.. "You deserve to be loved.. For It's because of you that I exist today..."