It Really Did End, Did It Not

So I cry and I cry These long awaited tears falling hard Reassuring that I do have a heart That I do miss them All How I wish I could go back So I start to think about the past I should have woke up long ago Should have enjoyed it real slow Instead I cut them off Locked the door Closed everything but One Little window on the wall Where through I heard them everyday Laughter and joy Reaching my Core How I miss them Yearh I miss them How I miss them How I miss them If I could Then I would Go back to those days Open that damn door Walk along those floors Just being there In the moment With them All That is right now, what I long for.