It Hurts

It hurts to be me It hurts to be lonely The emotions inside me Are aching endlessly I miss my friends dearly And I wish that they could hear me I call for them desperately They don’t know that without them I am empty I try to explain to people what I feel But you cannot understand how I feel And I reminisce on the memories that seem so real And every day I try to keep my tears concealed A beautiful girl that is now so far away, the pain lingers I rerun the memory of us cuddling and playing with each other’s fingers And even now she doubts that my heart is hers And the pain cannot be described by any words And a girl that I love like a sister I can’t tell her how much I miss her And I cry when I remember New Year’s Day when I kissed her Any thought about her and my spine shivers A friend that comforts me through thick and thin I would be dead if it weren't for him And the memories of hanging in his room with the lights dim And he can’t understand how much I miss him And a mother that was never even mine Accepted me at any time Making a broken child feel fine And made his heart shine And the day we were all together for a late night drive I swear I have never felts so alive For a moment all the bad memories and lies They were forgotten and left aside And Andrew I will always care for We know pain, misery and more Even his presence I adore And He will always be in my hearts core My friends will always be with my heart Without them my heart wouldn't even start Without them I would fall apart And I hope that I will always be in their heart