Is It Meant To Be

The confusion resulting from a kiss Has left me with anything but bliss If it’s confusing, it’s not from God Because He doesn’t leave you odd The feelings I feel are not real love They should be there from above But I know that it is only a lust Because it isn’t built on real trust Though I care deeply for this man There is something special in his hand He has a piece of my heart with him But I’m not sure it’s not just his whim I want to be closer to him first off There is not a reason to scoff I yearn for a relationship of hearts That goes over the uttermost charts He may be filled with resentment Because I didn’t give him contentment But I want to get to know him better Maybe have him read some of my letter It’s a love story that is built on attraction Sometimes I feel like I’m filled with distraction Does he really feel love for my heart? Or is this such a great place to start? I want to show him that I care deeply Maybe that I could possibly be his sweetie But I’m so unsure of how to make it work My honest duties I refuse to shirk I’m leaving it in the hands of my Jesus The only One alive who truly frees us From worry, fear and a reluctance to love With joy, boldness and kindness from above