Is it hard
I understand. I'm sorry I make it so hard to
love me. I know I make mistakes but what
would it take for just to kiss and hug me?
Don't remember the last time you said that
you love me. I think its because were to
busy arguing. You cut me deep
sometimes but I hold the pain. But I know
and I hope you don't mean what you say.
Sometimes I wanna run away but what
would that solve. I asked god for help but I
think he missed my call. And I keep
blowing it up so I can get an appointment.
So you won't have to always look at me
with disgust and disappointment. When
really I just wanna make you smile and
make you proud. With happy tears in your
eyes and say Landon I love you out loud.
Sometimes I think you'd be better if I
wasn't living. But I also feel like I shouldn't
give in. I know its hard right now but
something may change and get better. I'll
work hard for that smile and change for
the better. But I just wanna ask you is that
hard to love me? I know I mess up but
what would it take for you to kiss and hug
Copyright © Landon Browning | Year Posted 2014
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