Is It Hard

I understand. I'm sorry I make it so hard to 
love me. I know I make mistakes but what 
would it take for just to kiss and hug me? 
Don't remember the last time you said that 
you love me. I think its because were to 
busy arguing. You cut me deep 
sometimes but I hold the pain. But I know 
and I hope you don't mean what you say. 
Sometimes I wanna run away but what 
would that solve. I asked god for help but I 
think he missed my call. And I keep 
blowing it up so I can get an appointment. 
So you won't have to always look at me 
with disgust and disappointment. When 
really I just wanna make you smile and 
make you proud. With happy tears in your 
eyes and say Landon I love you out loud. 
Sometimes I think you'd be better if I 
wasn't living. But I also feel like I shouldn't 
give in. I know its hard right now but 
something may change and get better. I'll 
work hard for that smile and change for 
the better. But I just wanna ask you is that 
hard to love me? I know I mess up but 
what would it take for you to kiss and hug 
me?
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June 13, 2014 at 3:23 AM
It takes character to go down on one's knee
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