Is Anybody There

Every day it's harder to get out of bed
To find the person I used to be
The person I am meant to be
Where is the talkative outgoing confident woman
She was here just a moment ago
I'm sure of it
Do this
Don't do that
Don't raise your voice
Don't say that
Don't think that
My freedom taken from me
Was this what I agreed to
I don't remember signing on the dotted line
My emotions on trial
My tears apparently against the law
Put a smile on your face
Don't you know you should be grateful
Must I sell my soul for a roof over my head
Swallow my protests 
Till I'm ting out sunshine
Cause that's all you want to see 
I'm so tired
Exhausted
I pray for a reason to wake
So far I have yet to receive a response
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Hamilton Avatar
October 13, 2019 at 5:10 PM
This is a powerful write Heather, hope this feeling is in the past!
Crismond  Avatar
October 14, 2019 at 1:18 PM
Two nights ago:) Feeling much better. But then that could all change lol. Mood swings make for great poetry lol :D
Gauthier Avatar
October 13, 2019 at 2:49 PM
Heather, we can all relate. We've all been there. It's a phase and it gets better.
Crismond  Avatar
October 14, 2019 at 1:18 PM
Much better now :) Thank you.
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October 13, 2019 at 9:59 AM
This is very sad, please keep the faith and remain strong... deeply expressed..
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