Internal Debating

Suicide is no more pain in the life that we live nothing left for us to gain and we cannot forgive If you were right here and not so far away maybe i would not fear maybe i'd want to stay Take time and think it over no more ache, sadness or pain all because of you, a lover? longing for death will refrain So if you use logic, take time to think it through producing this black magic is what keeps me true All that is left for me to ask is if suffering is worth the smile the cloak i wear, on my face a mask waiting for you all the while