Interested

Somethings are meant to happen no matter how much you try to push them away. When something is destined than there is no way you can prevent it. I try to constantly prevent this feeling that is rising in my body everytime I see you. When your not here I tried to convince myself that this isn't real that some how I could just forget about you. But than I see you and the feelings are even stronger. Just being in your presence gets me weak. I want to hug you. I want to kiss you. Yet when i'm near you I fumble. I can't understand why. It took me a while to realize that i'm interested. That I want you to be with me. For so long it had been a joke that would make me smile whenever I thought of the possiblility. But now it's real. Raw. Right in my face and now that I look at it you've got me so confused. Wanting things I shouldn't want. Constantly trying to erase you from my mind but I often fail. I'm so into you and I don't know what i'm going to do. Boy you've got me so confused. Yet i'm interested. What am I to do?