Inside These Walls

Dear Poets, my last post to you guys I shared the tragic death of my wife Shanity Rain, many of you knew her. Her real name was Yvette Suzanne Kelley. We were losing our home to forclosure with two kids in the house etc. I was a Mortgage Broker for 18 years and had lost my business in 2008 . I committed two felonies to get money to pay the bank back and buy Shanity a new car. I went to prison for 15 months and a month prior to my release Shanity Died unexpectedly. The Poem below decsribes how I was feeling 10 months into my sentence. Yvette, I am your Romeo and my heart hurts that I cant hold you in my arms, putting my hands on your soft beautiful face drawing you near as your lips meet mind ever so softly and I completely lose my self in your soul that yearns for mine, yet it's only a dream. A beautiful dream but just a dream because when I wake up you are not in my arms, but Darlin, your in my heart and there is no wall tall enough or strong enough to come between our love for each other. I promise you though that day will come and until then let my words sink deeply into the ocean of your heart and know that I love you , I have always loved you in this life and there after. Your Soul mate , Mark