Inside Myself

I tend to stay inside with only thoughts of you to keep my mind occupied struggling to understand how it all went so wrong cant tell myself that I've missed you for far, far to long Its three a.m., I'm wide awake and dreaming of you wishing that you are asleep somewhere and dreaming of me too but that is a thought that can not last I know your out, out burying the past and me along with it, at least you will try excuse me a moment as I wipe a tear from my eye how I envy you, being able to walk out that damned door each time I try I miss you that much more I tend to stay inside all hopes of you walking back in... ...have died