Inside

I was wandering through what I thought I'd destroyed I was wondering where would I lose all these joys Untruth's bruise upon my soul Losing lies that made me whole There was once such a time when I felt I was right And a time when the darkness was bleeding daylight Reason could not lie to me Reason only made me see Now I have realized only struggle has worth And the darkness was light on the path of my search Darkness, it has made me see Lies have lost reality Words have fallen Like rain to the ground Lies are calling In emptiness crowned Lull my false reality Crown the soullessness in me Guide the truths to set me free Find what I can never be Deep inside my empty creed Deep inside the hate in me Deep inside I'm bleeding deep inside my soul I've been slitting the throat of the passionate life I've been drowning the sorrow that gave me my knife I've been warding the doorway to hell with a grin And been centering all of my life on within I'm bleeding deep inside my soul Deep inside my empty creed And even deeper, still unwhole I've found that I can never be More than false reality