Insecurity

It rises within me, like a plague or like vomit
One mouth is never enough to slam shut the beast back to its cave
Ravenous in cycles repeating itself, though it is something different altogether

It is the same old-fashioned, self-conflicting soprano screech of insecurity
My features are plain and my eyes are dogged with spots of black 
They look flaked in moon-dust floating on a further reach of dark silk
It is like oil floating on water. Dull and acidic and so awfully pleased to meet you

You must understand that this is the canvas and comparisons will be drawn
'Dear Sir or Madam' I slot myself in between, feeling like neither and looking like both
When sincerely, I am faithfully and you sit undeniably pristine
Taking home the world in a dog-eared armour as I steal home some precious silence
Feeling like neither and wanting for both.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Al-Riyami Avatar
June 22, 2009 at 3:14 AM
Wow-I actually Feel the Same way.And the Dear sir or Madam Part is like so frigging true!
Dvorkis Avatar
June 21, 2009 at 10:25 PM
If I read between the lines of your third stanza correctly, I really couldn't know what to say, but I would still wish that I could help in some way. I can definitely see how insecurity can seem acidic as both it and acid conjure the same feeling, but then that's where the rest of your imagery fits in...
Ryusaka Avatar
June 21, 2009 at 9:35 PM
Wow... this is... I don't even know what to say. This may be my favorite piece I've read of yours. Your similes and metaphors are purely genius. "It rises within me, like a plague or like vomit" perfect opening line. I was completely drawn in. The ending lines are also amazing -this is absolutely and ridiculously great! The twisting and turning of the piece totally helps in the overall effect... =] great job
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