Insecurities

If you look me in my eyes do I seem unsure of me Is it all of my insecurities Even as I cleanse myself I never reach purity As I look into your eyes I see a distorted me Just a part of me So I partially Give you all of me As you steal my heart from me I know it’s easy to love me but it’s not hard to leave Pardon me But everyone I ever loved parted seas So know I’m on this Island with only one thought to think Finally you found me Before this pain could drown me But even now as I am safe and soundly I feel the weight around me I have one question to ask Why does it have to hurt so bad? Why do I night after night relive my past? I wish I could forget my past But not until I forgive my past I just want to move forward, but I’m forced to look back I know I’m on the right train so what do I do when the course is off track More; of course I want that But I never thought I had a choice so how do I choose breath.