Innocently Selfish

My imperfect life is mine 

My purest love is mine 

My soulful touch is mine 

My honest smile is mine 

My deserved attention is mine 

My unwanted mistakes are mine 

My body of maze is mine 

My beating heart is mine 

Everything of me is completely mine 

It belongs to me, I can't share what I'm not done loving yet 

This women isn't afraid of the painful steps she will take, she always finds the way to where she needs to be 

This little girl was born to be undeniably somebody, for surviving the rainstorms that made her appreciate the sun that shines so bright 

She was afraid when She looked at herself in the mirror and saw all the missing love She wasn't giving herself  

She cried and knew how to fix it but always said I can't fix it

Lying to myself is easy, making excuses is even easier, saying I couldn't do it made me feel like I was stupid 

I'm not stupid  

It's amazing how you can make a choice everyday, a change

How beautiful it is to say I can do this and believe in yourself when you thought it was over 

To be persistent and faithful for what's to come your way 

It changes 

The bad times pass, then arrives the blessings 

You look back and say, damn I did this 

I take on every challenge like a hard pill to swallow 

I got you 

From women to women, believe in being innocently selfish 

You deserve it 

I'm excited for my life, it's been a lot of heartache 

I was allowing it to take me to my lowest, Dear me, I'm sorry, it's truly been a roller coaster 

I feel like the ocean now, my waves are getting stronger the more storms I live through, just wait on that tsunami 

It's coming 

Being a river was easier, following the flow was like already knowing the answers 

But I became too much of a women, so I became the ocean, not afraid of the damage 

Be the ocean 

Innocently selfish
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March 3, 2017 at 7:17 AM
Interesting. I am living in North Carolina and isn't there a Grimaldi coast somewhere. Jim Horn
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