Innocent Child

Raping my soul with your angry thrusts of domination ceasing to exist of your internal penetration and your violation of my spirit. Lost and confused my feelings and emotions became immune. A ruined and battered person from your violent anger and negative power. Keeping me prisoner in my own cell of fears. Sleepless nights nightmares of your face reliving those moments over and over again in my head. You stole my essence. It was not yours to begin with. Robbing my innocence with your sick and twisted ways. I was just a child who thought it was a game. Trying to lure me into hidden shadows to do the same. I ran away but could not forget or forgive without regret. Feeling ashamed and blaming myself for something I did not create. I was too young to understand to heal from my ordeal. Time stood still when I was seven from my living hell to my beautiful heaven.