Inner Conflict I

For Unseeker Seeker Inner Conflict Poetry Contest 13 / August / 2022 I instantaneously after reading this thought this one has got my name all over it and is just for mr The best and only possible way I could try to explain how my inner conflict manifests itself to me is this Imagine if you will my life as a out of control runaway train with no driver at the helm about to crash Then I am the only passenger sat on the roof in the best seat in the house with a totally unobscured view strapped firmly in So I get a bird's eye view of the disaster that is about to enfold And all I can do is hope and pray it comes quickly and puts an end to the endless swirling butterflies and sleepless night's Of the conflict I toil with most of all the possible damage I may be doing and am inadvertently placing on other's Wishing willing wanting only to help me yet cannot help or are no help at all