Inner Child

Imagine feeling helpless, defenseless and alone.
Imagine behind each door new terrors of the unknown.

Imagine looking forward to the coming years ahead,
With secret, silent brooding and paralyzing dread.

My Inner Child has not recovered from pain buried deep inside,
She refuses even glimpses of the past we must forever hide.

More often now, I search my mirrored aging face
For signs of her once bright and open blue-grey gaze.

Deep wonder in a sea of secrets, where sleeps the child I use to be?
Grieving moments of lost innocence are also known to me.

Life could have been so different; could have be sublime,
Would have been loving, filled with joy but now is lost to time.

But interject a smile; a hand held out in love, not lust
And the warmth of acceptance, security and trust.

Chase away the demons, the terror and the night.
Let love bring out the brilliance of one small soul's hidden light.

Praise creativity, deep intelligence, sweet wonder for life's gifts;
Fill that mind with goodness, and freedom for the heart it lifts.

Chase away the demons, the terror, and the night.
Let love bring out the brilliance of one small soul's hidden light.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Whiteley Avatar
June 23, 2017 at 1:29 PM
As a sufferer from PTSD, I can relate deeply to this poem. I was adopted when I was 10 and have been through a lot of abuse before that. I love your hopeful end. Sometimes it's hard to hope but reading this gives the reader a picture of the struggle and still shines a light of hope.
Fleming Avatar
June 27, 2017 at 3:45 PM
Minda, I'm so sorry for your suffering. I'm glad this poem gave some hope. Even when we grow older, they scars fade by only courage will cut them away. Best wishes for your continued success; you are an awesome poetess.
Michael Avatar
June 22, 2017 at 8:34 PM
I like your style. You expressed yourself... nice
Fleming Avatar
June 27, 2017 at 3:46 PM
Hi, Arturo, thanks for your feedback. Best wishes for your writing as well.
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