INGRATE

I feel so sad to be a child of my home It sounds ungrateful when moaning on a throne but I reallly am trapped in a heaven I don't belong I can' t control it. sadness floods but I missed the ark I am struggling to breath even where the air is so clean I am starving even when my stomach is full to a fault I am dying to live, really there is no way home I am stuck in a paradise for everyone but my soul Land of milk and honey but I am allergic to both I just want to be on my own Inspire myself, learn and grow relearn romance and be proud of the life I chose Be who I am without angels on my door I feel so sad I am tired and worn. It is so sad to be a 30 year old boy living at home