Incomplete

late night cant sleep how the guilt is eating me why life had to turn out this way why couldn't I at the time be brave am I seeking comfort reason why I try so hard too not forget it all... I must forget the last kiss we shared even though I wanted more to forget the sound of your voice even if its my lullaby I must forget the warmth of your hug even if I felt so safe I need to forget it all because of my mistake... I still remember our first time and the other times after I still remember our first fight even though thats not what we called it time moves on and moments become the past how I wish our story did not end I still remember how I walked away trying to fight back the tears (to be continued maybe)