Incessant

I've buried you under layers of sand and memories.
A life so busy,
I don't have time for you anymore. 
To take time out of my life to put pen to page,
it seems ridiculous. 
Everything has changed but you.
Is it that I can't be free of you?
That you are unable to change?
Would that I could rip you out of me,
finally be free of the verse and prose.
Would that I could take a knife to you,
to end the eternal monologue in lyric in my head.
Why can't you understand that not everything needs be written?
In the past I indulged you to excess,
let you free to fly across the page.
Now you plague me with your insistence. 
Rusty and unused as you are, 
I take you out once,
and again you rattle in your cage.
You vile artistry,
you detestable curse. 
I simply don't have time for you,
in this new and rushing earth of mine.
Yet as subtle as the lily incense I set to burn,
you tap against my skull.
waiting again for me to set you to page.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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June 22, 2016 at 9:04 PM
wow, this is an awesome poem. SKAT---
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April 29, 2010 at 10:34 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Amyranth. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors. If you have questions please feel free to ask anyone here. We are all willing to help and if we don't know the answer we will find someone who does. Love, Carol
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