In His Eyes

In his eyes I saw curiosity 
as he crawled towards his mother's warmth, bold
In his eyes I saw confusion
As she turned her back to him, cold

He was young and clueless
No idea of what his future held
As his mother mumbled on the phone
Gravelly voice, her cigarette smelled

In his eyes I saw rejection
On his knees begging for attention
In his eyes I saw apprehension 
Of oncoming sets of his mothers depression

He was taller now
but no strength in his bones
because no nutrients
can come from broken homes

In his eyes I saw fear
of being beat until he’s sleepless
In his eyes I saw shame
of broken bottles, spilling secrets

He wouldn’t bring home friends
cause his walls leaked with whispers
He couldn’t have a girlfriend
Without a place to kiss her

In his eyes I saw resentment
In his eyes I saw anger
In his eyes I saw myself
That’s when I knew he was in danger

I ran to his house
right across my fence
through the front door
tired of suspense

In his hands I saw a gun
In his eyes I saw nothing
And his mother holds her son
She thought he was bluffing
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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J.T. Avatar
March 13, 2015 at 1:06 AM
Wow. Your words are filled with passion and intensity. Sad story yet a good poem -JT
Cervenka Avatar
March 12, 2015 at 6:28 PM
This is a very powerful write. It is disturbing, but I like that you identify, and then carry this to it's bitter end. It takes you from looking through the window to inside the door emotionally. Welcome to the site! Jan (rating a 7-the highest)
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