I'M Still

I feel the grind in my heart The sadness in my eye The heart beat in my head I feel the cold rushing in my veins I feel the madness in your touch I feel the annoyance in your look I still think about you But you don't I still care But you don't I still want you But you don't You still attract me But I don't You still give me a smile But I don't You still walk away But I don't I hate myself for who I am I hate myself for what I have done I hate myself for hurting you I hate myself for leaving you But I'm still a nobody I'm still a nothing I'm still not what you wanted