I'M Sorry

I'm sorry I'm not perfect That I mess up and make mistakes I'm sorry that I don't care I'm sorry that you hate me For how much I've changed From all the pain that you have caused me I'm sorry that I lied; I do care And I'm sorry that I let you get to me I'm sorry I never told you how I feel How awkward it was alone with you And how I could never find my voice I'm sorry that I'm too nice, too forgiving as you've said I'm sorry that you hate me for not forgiving you After that night you made me break down When you claimed you found my breaking point; something you didn't have I'm sorry I gave you the power to hurt me Which you always did And even when I thought you didn't, you did know I'm sorry your feelings were the only important things at the end of the day And that you would hurt others just to hurt me I'm sorry that you lied and made me doubt Everything and everyone I'm sorry I wasn't there for you Only because you always pushed me away I'm sorry for disappointing you; for apologizing Even though you hated it Most of all, I'm not sorry we're no longer friends Just sorry I never said goodbye