I'M Sorry

I know i couldn’t be good enough for you and what you say, My stress and my pain building every other day... When you needed me where was I to hold you down, Every time you called my phone I was never around.. Friends for life is what the pact me and you both made back then, And now im back here stud erring saying to myself what happened and "when"... When it all falls down and I'm never there you leave, Give me a second to explain my thoughts give me time to breathe... You still are my best friend my heart still stands with you, But if that day ever comes when you leave I don't know what i’d do... We been threw everything the love and the pain, And If you leave because of my wrongs I just wouldn’t be the same... You held me down and made things right with a simple word from the lips, Now this is my apology for all my little slips.... Im sorry I don't call you like i use to yet again, I'm sorry for getting mad at you having a new friend... My problem with a new person is I'm afraid of being left alone, I gave you everything but a simple call over a phone... My wrongs are bad my thoughts were good, and I am also sorry for all the times i misunderstood... The arguments the fights the tear drops that were shed, I'm sorry that this is where it led... I cant express my feelings the way that I should, But if I can give you anything girl you know I would... You’ve held my hand threw all my tears and wiped away the pain, But now my tears are all falling just like the pouring rain... The thought of you walking out of my life just kills everything I’ve done, So please accept my apology for this is my last one.... I messed up before but not this bad, I'm too the point every time we talk I make you mad... I understand I could avoid the arguments we go threw, But the thought of me being replaced makes me wannat fight with you... You put the heart inside my chest and made me a better girl, Without you inside my life I wouldn’t even know this part of the world... You and me we’re friends for life but im afraid thats a lie, If i keep doing what i do then all you’ll do is cry... You can’t tell me I never made your eyes water because you’ll be lying, and you also cant say that some of our fights made you inside feel like dying.... I know you and you know me thats why im writing this for you to see, That without you im living fake.... just another lie of a reality!!! Please dont leave me, Kiki im sorry!!!