I'M Scared

I’m scared of a feeling It’s hard to explain This feeling is a feeling of feeling all pain and no gain I’m scared of a man It’s hard to explain This man is a man who has no shame I’m scared of a feeling It’s hard to explain This feeling is a feeling of me left to blame I’m scared of a ceremony It’s hard to explain This ceremony is a ceremony of promises to love and obey I’m scared of a feeling It’s hard to explain This feeling is a feeling of wasting my life away I’m scared of a monster It’s hard to explain This monster is a monster that I will betray I’m scared of a feeling It’s hard to explain This feeling is a feeling of nothingness My dead body and no remains