I'm okay

I say I’m fine like I’m okay Don’t need to darken their day They don’t need to hear about my intruding pain It’s not like it matters anyways They say you fake it till you make it So I’ll put a smile on my face I’ll pretend to be okay I’ll try not to go insane I’ll try to be okay All the thing I can’t erase The memories of my mistakes The voices that remind me I’m a disgrace This crushing weight that makes my heart ache All the things I wish to say But they won’t care anyway So instead I’m okay