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I'M Not Supposed To Love U Anymore

We agreed to go our separate ways, each of us did not want to face,
The hurt we were causing each other, the pain that promised to last forever.
We had a love so special, we had it all.
And how we succumbed to pressures and our marriage took the fall.

So u went your way and I went mine, we looked at each other for one last time,
and I felt something in my heart, that I just can't define
Wanting me to stop u and make u see the pain in my eyes.
But I knew I'd lost u and had no rights like before,
And I told myself..I'm not supposed to love you anymore.

Now the nights seem darker and I'm all alone here,
It's been only a while but seems like a hundred years.
I yearn to hold u in my arms again, but I think of all the fighting and don't want to relive the pain.
Then why do I think of u all the time,
Your gorgeous eyes and beautiful smile.
U conquer my dreams like never before,
And I wake up then, to realise...I'm not supposed to love u anymore.

Now you're far away somewhere, that even if I wanted I could never find the way,
To u, to tell u I want you forever, for eternity I want our love to bind us together.
But then I hear you're happy now with someone new,
And I'm in denial bcoz we were happy too.

Now I wish u luck and pray, that u don't make the same mistakes we made.
In love and in life, I hope u get everything u wanted this time.
And I've got to accept the fact, that you're gone forever and I need to move on with my life.
Then why do I get this feeling all of the time,
That my heart feels closer to yours than ever before,
Even when..I'm not supposed to love u anymore.

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