I'M Not Alone

Tears were rolling down his face, he told me.
I heard them in the sound of his sad voice.
Before today, we’d been so glad to know
my tumor was removed. We could rejoice!

Expecting radiation for six weeks,
I felt fantastic! Chemo I’d escaped.
Late test results came in. I heard with shock
the dread word “chemotherapy” and gaped.

I called my spouse. He could not help but cry.
I felt his tears as if they were my own.
He said I was too good to go through this.
His words will get me through. I’m not alone.

Written July 28 for the Three Stanzas- Three Only Contest of Broken Wings
Quatrain form with the rhyme on the second and fourth lines of each stanza.

Note: I am sure I am going to be ok. This chemo and radiation are all extra precautions to assure cancer does not return. I just don't want to go through it all, and the news the other day I would need the extra chemo was very unexpected! Thanks, my friends, who support me with your love and prayers. Thanks, Constance. Your special word was my inspiration.
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Godwin Avatar
December 19, 2016 at 4:47 PM
And so 'that' moment is captured in poetry for all of time. This is a real life glimpse, a therapy write and real life hits us with layers and layers of feel. Crying must have been a needed release, so easy to understand. You'd have to be deaf, dumb and blind not to respond to the feelings that jump and scramble from this poem ... CayCay
Dutta Avatar
August 6, 2016 at 9:25 PM
Andrea surely you are not alone. Best wishes. Everything will go well. I pray
Parmale Avatar
August 3, 2016 at 12:38 PM
Hey Andrea, Sorry I was not on soup for a while...Sorry to hear about what you are going through and good to know that God has blessed you with the best mates to share your sorrows and be with you in your tough times... And I need not tell you that nothing in this world can stop you from being Happy and enjoying your life my dear friend...God bless you and See you smiling as usual....
Chansarkar Avatar
August 3, 2016 at 8:13 AM
Just read this Andrea!You are brave and definitely not alone in this.Our wishes are with you always!
Lawless Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 8:01 PM
Andrea, you will be in my thoughts and prayers as will your husband
Saputo Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 7:53 PM
I truly empathize with you and your husband. I lost my husband 7yrs ago this September to cancer. I hope the extra chemo and radiation help you to get better. Congrats on your win! God Bless you with His healing hand! :)
Roper Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 6:47 PM
I Wish I could be there just to hug you as like you know my husband just went through 43 treatments I just felt lost cause I didn't know how to help him except to love him and be patient. Hugs Eve
Y. Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 6:11 PM
Hi Andrea, I knew this heartfelt write was going to place well. Congratulations on your top win. It was well deserved: -) Alexis
Hamilton Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 4:56 PM
I was going to say congrats on the win, but, oh I guess I just did, anyway this was a real tearjerker for me, I just lost two dear friends to cancer one 60, and one 61. I know your situation is different, so keep positive and keep fighting, remember my cancers cost poem, it's in the cancer hospitals here in Niagara region, take another look, hopefully can lift your spirits. Take care!
Babcock Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 4:18 PM
Ah my friend know what you are going through. In my prayers always. love phyl
Haight Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 12:43 PM
Andrea, I wished I had read your poem sooner after I read elsewhere that some were wishing you well in comments. Your wonderful acceptance and positive attitude that all will be okay is so important. And, you are not alone here on PS with all of us praying and wishing this will soon be behind you! Oh, and congrats on your fine win for your sad poem. Love and Hugs, Sandra
U.D Palawon  Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 11:51 AM
Bon courage Andrea. I like the cheerfulness you show in your writing and that's the spirit. Congrats on your well deserved win. :) Sunita
Smith Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 10:17 AM
Peace be with you Dear Andrea. Lets be rid of this issue and look ahead. All my best to you...
Daniel Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 7:58 AM
Really sad to read this poem:( You are definitely not alone, Andrea. All our prayers are with you and God is always watching over you:) Get well soon:)
Thomas Avatar
August 2, 2016 at 12:02 AM
This poem is straight from your heart Andrea, and NO you are NOT alone... you have the whole soup community to support you <3 I am so glad to see you survivor spirit and strength and hope you get better soon... hugs Angie
Murray Avatar
August 1, 2016 at 7:32 PM
So much emotional undercurrent in this beautiful piece Andrea. Keep positive. You already know it is only precautionary.
Hicks Avatar
August 1, 2016 at 12:05 PM
This is wonderful news about the tumor removal, Andrea! Cancer is a dreaded disease, and I pray for your continual good health ... just take it easy, as best you can.
Mika-Stevens Avatar
August 1, 2016 at 10:32 AM
Have not read site for a while and this was first poem I read coming back.... I do hope you are feeling alright...and look forward to reading your talented pen. My son is going through chemo now and has had ups and downs...so all of us are consumed with his care-how fortunate are those who have support in times like this as we have met a number of people who do not have a home support system... Stay positive and strong...
Vaso Avatar
July 30, 2016 at 11:21 PM
This was so touching, just to say came back to read again! hugs!
Anish Avatar
July 30, 2016 at 10:16 PM
Dear Andrea I had cancer a while back and six months of chemo. It have had other illnesses besides that. You will get through it. I will say a prayer for you in synagogue. I sold a piece about elephants to a British magazine. I am now going to read your recent cat poems since I like cats and still miss my old cat Bilbo. Remember all the people who are praying for you and wishing you a speedy recovery! Peace & Love Matthew
A  Avatar
July 30, 2016 at 6:51 PM
You are not alone, we all love you.
Dietrich Avatar
July 30, 2016 at 7:46 PM
everyone on here is being so sweet. Thanks, Skat.
Godwin Avatar
July 30, 2016 at 3:10 PM
It is my intention, considering all our recent heavy conversations, to make you laugh - how in the heck can we compete fairly with you pulling out the Cancer card? I Love You and nearly cried when I got to the line about 'husband's' reaction. So, all the more reason for much needed humor!
Horne Avatar
July 30, 2016 at 2:13 PM
heartfelt write, my friend xx
Inman Avatar
July 30, 2016 at 2:12 PM
I'm sorry for not visiting lately. Your poem has touched me and I am so very sad to hear of this new development. Draw strength from those around you, most especially the man who obviously loves you, and know you are in our thoughts here. You are in my thoughts. I wish for you health and happiness. My wonderful friend.
Proehl Avatar
July 30, 2016 at 8:24 AM
Hi Andrea, Thank you for sharing this lovely poem. You have captured the emotion of unexpected news. I feel for both of you. You will be amazed at the inner strength you have! It will be tough but you will overcome. Best wishes, JP
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