I'M Lost

I'm stuck in this confusion of probability Assuming a character to play my role in reality Just playing an ideal identity My life feels like a dress up Living every day like it's Halloween Wearing a musk trying to cover the sins within TRUTH IS!! I'm lost I'm broken as mirror, life long bad luck Karma has got a price tag on my head Cause I tried to run away from my sins thought water could cleanse corruption's blood on my hands Mercy on my soul for its innocence cursed be the brain & heart for their sinful illusions Apology to the many flesh I've let down Now I look back to the past If I had stayed true to myself Where would I have been in life Of all the sad stories I have heard my life is one of them Reality inflicts pain on my chest Uncovering the conspiracy behind my actions