I'M Learning, To Not Be Lonely

I'm learning, to not be lonely And coping, but the darkness is soaking Inside my mind, to the point I can't find The line, and the sign. I want to get well, but I feel like in hell Locked in a cell, so you can tell. My mind's in distressed, feeling depressed. And the aggression is over takin My life so well, so, can get some help Because I can't do it myself. I feel trapped, being wrapped With captain of the demons. I can see'em, their steamin Towards me, so scary, But I'm the storm that has the swords To kill them, while they drink their gin. Feelin like I'm tied, with the line Always saying I'm fine But the art in my heart is falling apart. Thinkin about dying now I'm crying And trying so hard to fight to reach the light. I'm in a battle to save my life Because I know it's right even tho the dark is bright. You broke my heart, and tore it apart So, I'm in the dark, you left a mark Now I'm crying, Feelin like dying I'm not lying, You and me RIP. Now you see, what you did to me I'm misunderstood, No, I'm not good You where rude, And critical. I thought you ruled, My life But now the spite, Burned my light And now it's not so bright, you’ll spit on my grave, when comes my day The sky will be grey, you won't miss me And soon you'll see, The only key Is in Hell, Locked in the cell And you will tell, The dwell. Other people, I wasn't a keeper But a seeker, As I get deeper In the fire, But I'm a fighter Trying to be lighter, And I won't let the bright go So I learned to cope, With the demons When I see them. I'm so stressed, With no rest Tryin to do my best, But I'm a mess. I act fearless, But my dear I'm feelin, The killin In my mind, making me not find The kindness, In my soul It's a toll, And it's cold In the hell's deeper, Part with the reaper Who's a keeper, Of all lost souls.