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I'M Learning, To Not Be Lonely

I'm learning, to not be lonely
And coping, but the darkness is soaking
Inside my mind, to the point I can't find
The line, and the sign.
I want to get well, but I feel like in hell
Locked in a cell, so you can tell.
My mind's in distressed, feeling depressed.
And the aggression is over takin
My life so well, so, can get some help
Because I can't do it myself.
I feel trapped, being wrapped
With captain of the demons.
I can see'em, their steamin
Towards me, so scary,
But I'm the storm that has the swords
To kill them, while they drink their gin.
Feelin like I'm tied, with the line
Always saying I'm fine
But the art in my heart is falling apart.
Thinkin about dying now I'm crying
And trying so hard to fight to reach the light.
I'm in a battle to save my life
Because I know it's right even tho the dark is bright.
You broke my heart, and tore it apart
So, I'm in the dark, you left a mark
Now I'm crying, Feelin like dying
I'm not lying, You and me
RIP.
Now you see, what you did to me
I'm misunderstood, No, I'm not good
You where rude, And critical.
I thought you ruled, My life
But now the spite, Burned my light
And now it's not so bright, you’ll spit on my grave, when comes my day
The sky will be grey, you won't miss me
And soon you'll see, The only key
Is in Hell, Locked in the cell
And you will tell, The dwell.
Other people, I wasn't a keeper
But a seeker, As I get deeper
In the fire, But I'm a fighter
Trying to be lighter, And I won't let the bright go
So I learned to cope, With the demons
When I see them.
I'm so stressed, With no rest
Tryin to do my best, But I'm a mess.
I act fearless, But my dear
I'm feelin, The killin
In my mind, making me not find
The kindness, In my soul
It's a toll, And it's cold
In the hell's deeper, Part with the reaper
Who's a keeper, Of all lost souls.

Copyright © Anastasia Hutto | Year Posted 2019

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